THE FUCK?

never thought i'd use this. Terence if you're reading this, cause you wanted to see my blog, HI.

Alright, on to the real shit as to why im writing this.
Today I discovered, im a failure... and that's ok.
I've come to accept this and now im gonna fix this.
As to my problem? Whatever, fuck it, when one door closes,
another opens. That's what I learned from one of my good friends.
Something she was so passionate about and she got denied but now
she's got something, something she would've never gotten if she didn't get denied in the first place and im so happy for her.

As for me? Im in the same situation but all I can do is just think what's in store for me and im excited.In the beginning, I was gonna complain and bitch about how im not good enough but it's just a sign for something else waiting to happen :)

swag surfing.

random rhymes :]

see i was taught to speak from the heart,
but how can i tell my story from the start,
when the start is just tearing me apart,
so all i can do is tell you where im at,
a 16 year old spoiled brat, wanting to be
a billionaire but he's aware that he's gonna get
nowhere chasing paper dreams, cause hes only 16,
right now all he can do is live life, doing his daily routine
that seem obscene but for him it's serene.

just in case I make a book filled with quotes.

my cranium is filled with alotta thoughts
feels like someone stuffed my head
with fireworks

couple of things on my mind.

1: Everytime I see your name on msn,fb, anywhere, so many feelings emerge, mainly disappointment and anger. Can't believe you're so plastic right now, I stood up for you and look what happened.I should've listened to other people, but i saw the good in you.

P.S have fun at your bash, day before mah birthday! :]
2:I miss you, sooooooooo much.

3: I feel very sandy. Good day though :]

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read your post, im done blogging now, it's better to keep shit pent up now.

nice.

i know you mean well, i guess, but what you're saying sounds so in my face. Why are you comparing me to someone else when im not like them. Im not two faced, what you see is what you get. Im not even pushing you out, it's called I want space, you know how I deal with problems. Sometimes the advice you give me gets me even mad, just please, if I do something, don't be so offended. A coin is two sides, so is a relationship.Take a chance and have faith in me, even though I do wrong, give me time to show you what's right.
"fuck you" is what you said to me. Never expected that from you.
Know this, I deleted my twitter cause I got tired of being bashed on.
I tried to delete my tumblr cause I got tired of being a victim of other's vicious quotes but it wouldn't, so I just kept it.

Don't take this the wrong way, please. I know you're here for me, but sometimes I need to do things alone.