09.

Every minute, every day, every year, same shit.
Spring, summer, fall, winter, fuck em all.
Every minute, every day, every year just gets fucking worse and worse.
Some days, I wish that I could just close my eyes, and everything would just fade away.
Mostly people suicide this time of year, and I can see why. Who knows, I might be one of them, cause each Christmas, Im just sad, sad as fucking hell, I've cried the past 3 ones, and im crying right now. Im such a fucking wimp, whatever, I feel like shit right now. Im a very "deranged" kid when it comes to emotions, one minute im so happy, one minute im in "suicide" mode, but right now, im stuck in a depressed slump, I actually thought of blazing and doing all that bad shit to see what it feels like. I could settle for a glimpse of happiness right now. Is this a phase? Well usually, I feel like this around christmas time so yeah.

Hope you guys had a good year, may your resolutions come true, etc, etc *insert fake happiness/sympathy for you*

My tears are a lullaby of sorrow and sadness, that's how I get to sleep every night.Well, every morning,I sleep at around 3 or 4, impossible for me to go to sleep early on these types of holidays.

BTW, not against Christmas, it's great that Jesus was born on dec 25th, im against corporate businesses that shove Christmas as a commercial type "buy buy buy" kind of holiday cause the one year I actually buy, I get jack SHIT AHA. The end. I'll be rhyming again someday.