Thursday, February 25, 2010

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fuck blogspot HAHA.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

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after what you said, I can't sleep,never will now.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

it's been awhile.

PART A:
reflecting on what's happened, i've been such an idiot. See, on my way to getting what i've wanted my whole life, i've trampled on things that mean so much to me. I've killed friendships but i've killed a very important one. Im sorry. I shouldn't have put you in that position then just stopped talking to you. The reason I did was because I was wrong and I ran from my mistakes. I thought I was ready but I guess I was being stupid and selfish. I stopped talking to you because I didn't want to hurt you any further but I guess that didn't work out and yet, I still find myself talking to you in "that" way. I was trying to fill that "missing" piece but I shouldn't have tried to do that with you or a matter of fact, anybody. I want to be friends, it's just I don't think im worthy.

Word's can change your life,
but sometimes the word's you pick aren't right.
We have the word sorry to fix mistakes
but sometimes the sorries we say are fakes.
Im sorry for all the trouble i may have caused you,
but the moments we shared were true.
Im sorry I got you caught up in this crazy mess,
but what i am doing is trying my best,
And my rhyme scheme isn't that perfect,
but basically what im trying to do is correct
the hurt i've bestowed upon you,
and that's about it.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

BLOG # 1

HAPPY? HAHAHA. I'll revise this.. LATER.