just in case I make a book filled with quotes.

my cranium is filled with alotta thoughts
feels like someone stuffed my head
with fireworks

couple of things on my mind.

1: Everytime I see your name on msn,fb, anywhere, so many feelings emerge, mainly disappointment and anger. Can't believe you're so plastic right now, I stood up for you and look what happened.I should've listened to other people, but i saw the good in you.

P.S have fun at your bash, day before mah birthday! :]
2:I miss you, sooooooooo much.

3: I feel very sandy. Good day though :]

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read your post, im done blogging now, it's better to keep shit pent up now.

nice.

i know you mean well, i guess, but what you're saying sounds so in my face. Why are you comparing me to someone else when im not like them. Im not two faced, what you see is what you get. Im not even pushing you out, it's called I want space, you know how I deal with problems. Sometimes the advice you give me gets me even mad, just please, if I do something, don't be so offended. A coin is two sides, so is a relationship.Take a chance and have faith in me, even though I do wrong, give me time to show you what's right.
"fuck you" is what you said to me. Never expected that from you.
Know this, I deleted my twitter cause I got tired of being bashed on.
I tried to delete my tumblr cause I got tired of being a victim of other's vicious quotes but it wouldn't, so I just kept it.

Don't take this the wrong way, please. I know you're here for me, but sometimes I need to do things alone.

sigh.

wow, seems like everyone in the world is two faced. You think you know someone but you honestly don't. You think you're tight with someone, you think you have a strong relationship with someone, you share your inner thoughts and spill them all out but somehow, they just always tend to backstab you.After all you've done for a person, after you were there for them when they needed someone because you're a true friend and yet, they always tend to disappoint you. I don't deserve or need this kind of bullshit in my life, seriously. When people show you their true colours, usually you tend to believe them, well, I honestly can't. Im so skeptical about everything and everyone, all because throughout all the people i've encountered who seems to be "real" turns out to be a superficial bitch. Sorry, I don't mean to be rude or mean but im so tired of this. Whatever, I've learned so many things by peoples actions. Im done with all these people, seriously, I don't get a shit anymore, just please don't act like a real friend to me unless you understanding the meaning of being one.

P.S, sorry I hung up on the phone, im really annoyed right now, not by you but by everyone else.